Sometimes making yourself capable of enjoying yourself alone makes a hell of many things much better. I live alone like 90% of the time, maybe I still have that single faithful friend at college, maybe this is different. But still...indulging yourself when you have nobody there for you will make you at ease for a while...a long while to be precise.
look, its thoughtful of you to think of others but not at the expense of your own. You can compromise, like brush your teeth but you dont have to do it in a loud fashion, you cannot live your life according to others. too much perimeters & borders & forbiddens that society bound itself & now wonders why isnt it moving forward.
so what if you are the storm? let others be bothered for a change.
At 2:39 PM, Anonymous
At 9:51 PM, hurricane_x
nice post it is unbelievable but you're describing what i'm turning into at this moment, maybe so far apart we share those feelings. although i try for the sake of living, they said living is a gift and it should be beautiful, and i force myself to try and see it beautiful athough at this moment i'm only fooling myself. yes i have those who stand by me: friends and family, but this is not enough i can't appreciate life if i don't have that what i want. i want serenity in every inch of my body (that would be something new), at times i just get so pesimistic for such a dumb reason. i'm getting on my nerves now, sorry for babling here.