We go to classes ..we read and absorb and are comprehensively tested on heavy amounts of various materials. we sleep very little. we bury ourselves in books. we become attached to close friends. we lean too much.we think often of the past then want to go back. we know we can't....some have seperate lives, families, backgrounds and pasts. we live totally different from what we planned to. we are frustrated ,sometimes want to give up...but we never stop trying.
we disregard health. we eat awful foods. some kill themselves with various types of smoke. someone is always sick. someone is always complaining.
we are forced to think about the future. we are scared and confused.we reach out for things yet we don't find them.we try to sort out our minds, which are filled with studies,worries,problems,emotions,and powerful feelings. we wander the halls looking for happiness. we hurt alot.
we keep going though, because above all else, we never stop learning, gowing, changing and most imporatnt dreaming. all we can do is be thankful we have something to hold unto, like dreams and each other.
posted by Veeeva at 9/13/2006 07:43:00 PM | Permalink |
maybe we should look for happiness in small packages...and like that famous saying :learn to "like what we have" instead of waiting "to have what we like"... but this cloud will pass... azama wet3addi
so this feeling is international :P i feel like i´m going down the road i will soon regret and there´s no turning back because i never quit anything. i hold on to what i have to tight and dream about what i like too little to make it real.
I remember last year when I thought to myself, I will break down any minute now! The stress is aweful, more than we can take, but we're strong, motivated and we go on. Just like you said! wtg girl!
hmm..I think I will miss those days when I was bored of that lecture and those friends ,,and all of this.,, so let your motto me: carpe diem ; sieze the day :)
it gets better hun :)