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Name: Walaa Emam
From: Cairo,Egypt
About me: Faculty of Science, AinShams Univ.
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Monday, July 31, 2006



few days ago i threw away nearly all my old writings including my diaries coz i didn't find they were special...yea, i read them all over and they seemed very typical...ordinary...not worth keeping.
i had to think a bit more about my diaries before getting rid of them..coz they r my memories after all... but thought maybe i don't want those memories...maybe i'll just make better ones and maybe those new ones will inspire me to write better ... maybe later there'll be thoughts worth thinking.

P.S. my results are out and i've passed!!!!!
 
posted by Veeeva at 7/31/2006 05:51:00 AM | Permalink |


15 Comments:


  • At 5:29 PM, Blogger FreudianSlip

    This is an ongoing issue with me...to dispose of old diaries or not dispose of old diaries. I just can't bring myself to do it. My handwriting has changed, my style has changed, my interests...it's only been 12 years since the first time I’ve ever decided to vent on paper and I enjoy looking through them immensely! Imagine how fun it will be when I’m an old geezer! My grandpa allah yer7amo had stacks upon stacks of journals, he showed me some of them before he passed on. They covered the war, him getting in trouble in school, falling in love with my grandma…the really old ones were all written in “kobya”…those things are priceless! I say keep your old diaries (assuming you haven’t thrown them away already)

     
  • At 5:48 PM, Blogger Яαgιи Яαvєи

    well, the longest i ever kept a journal or a diary was like..err.. two weeks? MAX i guess.. I always figured that if it's a good memory then it'll stay and I won't need to re-read it again cos it'll stick.. and if it's a bad one then i'd be happy if i managed to forget it ever existed.
    the more i look at the past the more i am sure i did the right thing by not writing any. What good is there if you read some happy memory that u've shared with someone if that person doesn't exist in your "circle of trust" anymore? What good is there if all the happy memories lead to either break ups, arguements, fights, a loved one's death?

    I live everyday to the fullest... I don't need a piece of paper to remind me of what kind of person i've grown to be and how much i've changed.

    and.. MABROOK!! *party*


    PS I found an old journal.. only two pages were written there.. i read.. then i smiled.

     
  • At 5:49 PM, Blogger hurricane_x

    well..
    i disagree..
    i thought about throwing my old writings b4, but i felt they were my babies..
    they were still young and naive, then they grew up and became more ... i donno.. they just grew up :)
    so..
    Congratulations for the results :))

     
  • At 7:17 PM, Blogger zemos

    Mabroooooook ya wala2

    our memories r better memories when we remember them now after these years... notice ur self while remembering... sometimes we smile.. or laugh... even if it was so sad things at it`s time....
    right?

     
  • At 9:09 PM, Blogger Veeeva

    thx every1 4 ur comments!!

    i agree with raven..that's exactly what i had in mind when i threw my diaries away...

    anyway kol wa7ed dema3'o merya7ae

     
  • At 1:41 AM, Blogger Maat

    Congrats :D :D

    as for the diaries thing, i agree with hurricane X, they're solid proof that i "developed" from the naiive person that i was to the not-so-naiive-yet-not-so-wise person that i am! anyway like you said "kol wa7ed demagho meraya7a"

     
  • At 12:25 AM, Anonymous Anonymous

    concerning el nateega
    alf mabrook... plz pray for me to pass this term...
    and concerning ur diaries,
    though i AM someone who is always trapped in the past, dun get over my memories, and technically i feel like a living memory,
    yet, i throw my diaries every once in a while!!!!!

     
  • At 3:36 PM, Blogger sherif gharib

    i htink that one must throw out any thing makes him unable to improove himself and to think that the coming days may carry something new may be it isgood may be it is bad but in all ways it is new every thing changes unless our diadies

     
  • At 10:13 PM, Blogger admelmasry

    نفسي اخش عندك
    واقرا موضوع
    وافهمه

    دي احدي امنياتي

    تحياتي
    ادم المصري
    اول دكتور احه

     
  • At 5:35 PM, Blogger maxxedout

    When i was 19 i burned all my porn .
    8 years later i still get a heavy heart when i think about it ...

     
  • At 6:26 PM, Blogger Veeeva

    ok..thats a good illustration
    thx :)

     
  • At 2:22 PM, Blogger قلم جاف

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  • At 3:20 PM, Blogger قلم جاف

    first, alf mabroook..

    second, i deleted some of my old stories on my pc and i decided to give writing stories up, among the deleted projects was a one of a long novel..

    after years, i found my self uncapable of writing and imagining a full novel with its details and characters, it was a challenge, and reason dicates me to confess that not all our challenges are winnable..

     
  • At 5:41 PM, Anonymous Anonymous

    mabrook.. ah ermy ya sheikha.. i threw mine fe m2lab zebala kano mewala3een feeh nar.. shoofy el alb el 7agar.. no regrets.. i am still part a teenager bel manzar elly enty katbah da btw

     
  • At 5:26 PM, Blogger Polka Dotted

    1st mabrooook
    2nd... that typical teenager thing is so true... maybe i'm 22... but i feel fa same

     
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